Monday, October 12, 2015

Ignore Me If You Can

It’s everywhere
At least, its signs are.
On my car, my laptop
            (But I drive to work, check Facebook)
On my philosophy book
            (Which I read in a dealership, sipping Coke©)
Tucked deep in a fold only dry-cleaners see
            (DO NOT REMOVE UNDER PENALTY OF LAW)
Sprawled for the rush hour traffic of Rt. 9
Even in my deepest, most intimate thoughts, I find it
lurking.

It beckons, calls, allures
Sometimes it attempts a complex, multisyllabic approach to seducing me
Or other times, it’s as little as one, tiny
word.

Maybe, once in a while, I’ll catch it as a letter
P, or sometimes G

What’s worse, sometimes it has the audacity
            to approach me as some silly little picture
                        like a fucking assembly of five rings
                        or semicircles reminiscent of the great flock West
            or an incessant jingle, loud only enough to be heard, not acknowledged
                        (their interpretation of Pavlov)

Doesn’t really matter where, or when, or in what form it finds me
because it will.
They’re everywhere, the signs

And when I see them for what they are,
            tears, blood
            subordination beyond the imagination of someone in our
                        Was it second? Fourth world?
            society could ever imagine
they often make me cringe.

Or, if I’m lucky, the window of understanding will crack slightly more open
            (if they let it)
and I might just shed one solitary tear,
            for those people I don’t know. Won’t know.  Can’t know.

But don’t worry. I’ll forget about it.

Because this is what we ask for.